Monday, April 30, 2012

Cynnister, Dwarf Adventurer


I've signed up for the current 6-week Nerd Fitness Challenge.  It will hopefully really jump start my life through weight loss/exercise, meditation and debt payments.  Here is the blog entry I started with NerdFitness.com...

May 2012 Challenge

I'm finally ready to put my all into a NF challenge. I've signed up and petered out the last few times, but not again! I love the idea of a challenge based on class/profession. I would like to be a part of the Ranger or Assassin classes, however much I want to build strength and cross train (and I will continue to work on those aspects) I would like to lose weight and build to running 3 miles daily, so I have chosen to be an Aventurer. A Dwarf Adventurer, that is, because I find dwarves strong, no-nonsense and full of grit! I am a dwarf.


Here are my personal attribute points (I kept the definitions for my benefit):

2 - Strength (STR) - physical strength
1 - Dexterity (DEX) - agility and speed
3 - Stamina (STA) - Endurance and Energy
3 - Constitution (CON) - ability to resist damage and disease
2 - Wisdom (WIS) - intuition and sense of things around himself
4 - Charisma (CHA) - force of personality and physical attractiveness

I am definitely highest scoring in Charisma because I am outgoing and have encouraged my friends to start getting fit themselves (we have started our own personal challenge between four of us with monthly weigh-ins, our team is named Super Mari-WHOAs! and we already plan on matching "Be Super!" tattoos). That said, I am slow, hence my Dexterity being a 1. I "run" but it's at a 10-12 min mile pace and that is something I eventually want to improve, this challenge will be about adding time, not speed.

Here are my goals for the next 6 weeks!

1) RUN 5K WITHOUT STOPPING (+4 STA)
I am currently able to run 1 mile at 6 mph without stopping on the treadmill and very close to that outdoors (not the same mph, but the same distance). I am signing up for Syracuse's Runapalooza 5K being held on June 30th (with a post-race concert by Enter the Haggis!) and the Warrior Dash on August 11th. Both races I need to at least have the ability to run this distance (with the Warrior Dash needing more, but that's for another post).

2) COMPLETE FIRST 5 WEEKS OF P90X TRAINING (+2 DEX/+ 3 STR)
I have been talking about starting this for a couple weeks now, it's high time I actually do it. My 13-yr-old son wants to do this with me, so we'll have each other to push to complete the routines. I've already taken before pictures, which I will post with the after pictures at the end of these six weeks and I have taken measurements (below). I do not have the P90X recommendations for food, nor do I really care to have them. I'm going to focus on eating whole foods, less carbs/more protein and veggies, and drink lots of water. I have an application that helps me keep track of calories that I will gently lean on to keep myself on track.

3) SET UP AND STICK TO A DAILY MORNING AND EVENING ROUTINE (+1 CON/+1 CHA)
I already start the morning with 5 Sun Salutations and have just started to add lunges and squat jumps. I would like to end the day with at least 5 minutes of meditation and possibly a few yoga moves to lower my heart rate. I will take the first week to set up the routines and the next 5 weeks to get into the habit of completing them daily.

4) WEIGH IN TWICE WEEKLY (+1 WIS)
Currently I'm weighing myself at least once every morning and sometimes (not almost all the time) I weigh in twice daily. I realized this had become obsessive when over this weekend I ate FAR too much at one meal and weighed myself a few hours later. I was up 6 lbs since the morning and I was devastated. I know logically it was the food still not digested and that it needed more time to process, but I still let it get under my skin (this morning I was only That said, I don't want this type of meltdown to hinder any progress I'm having and I need to remember we all have slip ups. It's not the end of the world. So I'm cutting back to every other day this week and then every third day and then to twice weekly by the end of the challenge.

5) PAYDAY LOANS PAID IN FULL (+3 WIS)
For those of you who have never had a payday loan - NEVER get one. This was done out of despiration some months back and in order to pay the three remaining loans off will be around $1500. It's been several months and I have been suffering because of this decision. And it's over and done with. I plan to have one paid this weekend (just under $400 payoff) and I hope that my next 2-3 paychecks pay off the other two (biggest) loans.


Here are my current stats >
Weight: 196.6 lbs
Bicep: 13" (flexed)
Bust: 42.25"
Underbust: 36.5"
Waist: 35"
Hips: 47.5"
Thigh: 28.25"
Calf: 16.75"


I plan to post during to my personal blog, Rock the Tiger Dress, as well as some here. Let's do this!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

What If...


Let’s play the What If game!

What if… I took care of my body when I was 17 and tried to start a fitness routine and gave up after not knowing what I was doing?  What if… I went to college instead of getting married at 18?  What if… I moved to Florida a few years back when I was thinking about it?  What if…

This game can be very self-destructive but can also be quite beneficial.  You can look back on what you might be considered hiccups in your life and either regret them or learn from them.  Let’s look at this one: What if I took care of my body when I was 17 and onward?  Would I have the confidence to do other things that I lacked confidence for?  Would I have given up my healthful lifestyle once I got married or pregnant?  Would I be strong and fit now?  Would I have decided a tan would look good on me as well and develop skin cancer?  There are an infinite number of paths our lives may have lead by the change of one decision and regardless of the thoughts you allows yourself to delve into, your life did not go down that path and this is the one you're on.  The past is nice to reflect on and sometimes is fun to daydream about for a moment, but the present is where we live.   

Every moment and every decision I made in my life has lead me here.  I’m not thrilled with every aspect of my life – who is really?  However, I am taking these moments to reflect on where things could’ve changed and why they didn’t.  I’m learning that a dash of self-assurance and a lot of grit could’ve gotten me a long way.  I may have been slim and fit now if I chose to get healthy earlier.  I may have been well-off and not worrying about bills if I chose to save rather than spend.  I may have not married a second time if I spoke up for what I really wanted.  Life is what I have made it and I am the only person that can choose a different path.

This What If game that I play has lead to another thought.  What If... when I'm 40 I look back at 33 and ask myself "What if I really did rock that tiger dress at 33?  That would've been amazing.  But I'm right where I was then."  That scenario is so very unappealing that I've really gotten my butt in gear this last week.  We all only have a finite amount of time on this earth.  We spend the first 20ish years under our parents direction but the rest of our lives are spent guiding ourselves to happiness, whatever that might mean for each of us.  I haven't made the best decisions with my first 15 years out of the nest, but I plan to make the remainder of my life the very best I can.  It really is never to late to start for any of us!  If we're lucky, we'll get to really live when we're in our 80s and 90s.  None of us hope to be in a nursing home or taking 10 pills each morning or any of the ailments that come with aging.  
 
For me and my boys, I am going to live the best life I can with hopes that I can see my great (great) grandchildren and play with them.  That starts now.  Not tomorrow or in 5 years or when I'm better off.  Now.  Today, I will choose to make my life healthier by walking outside in the beautiful sunshine and fresh air.  Today, I will drink in life and I will resolve this every morning.  

No more regrets.  No more "What Ifs." 

UPDATE: I am finally under 200 lbs!  198.6 and I'm so excited!